Don’t be too hard on yourself. You are healing generations and generations of women before you: co-dependent, mistreated, abused, repressed and shut down in their feminine power and intuition.
It’s okay if you loose yourself in between or fall for bad behavior, wrong environments and starving lovers.
But always come back to HER SOURCE and save spaces, where she is able and free to breath freely and REMEMBER who she really is. Where she can regain strength and power. There is always a next time to say: „No, not anymore. I need you to leave me alone!” – and finally stand your ground and hold up your boundaries high. Your NO is sacred.
In all this, having self compassion for your journey back home to yourself is essential. So all the fighting, wounding and hardening within and around you can melt back into source and healing light. And source has always and will always be self love, self compassion and kindness for your journey on earth. Source will always be her divine feminine knowing, that there is more, than meets the eye. Without loosing your body and srength, in your softness.
And from here it is a very good starting point, to forgive yourself: For allowing it again. For being open again, with places and people who mistreated and abused you. Who played with your body and heart. Who fooled, lied and manipulated you… It’s okay. Let me remind you, it is part of the healing journey, to fall back into old patterns of forgetting who you truly are… Falling down, getting dirty and getting back on your feet.
Dust yourself up and try again. Up and forward, remember?! Maybe you had to feel it one more time. Now with new eyes and a new standing. A stronger body and a healed heart. And although you weren’t able to set the boundary from the beginning (how you’ve initially planned it in your head) you have learned a valid lesson and recognized your growth – since the time you’ve dragged your weakened body out of hands not save - and left for good. Now you keep tending to your wounded inner children and you keep on growing into the save and emotionally mature woman, you would have needed so much, when you were little.
I created a 6 month online journey called “Wild Nourished Woman”. Specifically desgined for the wounded feminine. Read more about it on my Mentorhsip page or book yourself a free call with me. I am so happy to have you.
With love, Claudia
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